HE DENIED HER, HE LIED by: QUEEN WATER™

Subject: HE DENIED HER, HE LIED by: QUEEN WATER™ Tue Sep 23, 2008 10:19 am

Just wanna share my story!!! Hope you guys will get some lesson through my experience. Shocked

August 23, 2008 at 3AM and I am still up. Uhmm I just can't sleep. I
am thinking how this guy hurt me. We've been together for almost a
year. Together as lovers, together in chatworld LOL. Yeah we're just
online lovers yet I love him for real. Let me make this story short

Uhmmm in our second monthsary, I heard that he had a girlfriend aside
from me. I asked him "IS IT TRUE?" he answered NO. Then I opened his
messy, I red an offline message saying "NGETZ I LOVE YOU". I was
wondering who's this iceygurl
then I did a little research so I found out that she's a girlfriend.
Again I talked to him and asked about it... HE DENIED HER, HE LIED!

After a month, I thought we're okay but then again one day when I
opened his messy this girl named Majal Pm saying "MAHAL I MISS YOU".
Same situation right? Hahahahaha what should i do? Of course I asked
her "WHO ARE YOU?" then she told me that she's a girlfriend of my man . I went to him and asked about it... HE DENIED HER, HE LIED!

My friends told me to open my eyes and give little respect and love for
myself. They don't want me to give my man a chance. But I did not
listened to them. Is love blind
yeah I guess... I gave him another chance because I believe he'll
change. I still love him and trust him. I thought he changed as what he
promised. He promised not to hurt me again and will truly love me.

We just celebrated our monthsary last August 17 when I learned from a
friend that he have another girlfriend.. Yeah AGAIN! I heard that he
met this girl somewhere. We talked about it and he said "YEAH WE HAD
SEX ONCE AND WE NEVER MEET AGAIN AFTER THAT". Then I
talked to the girl and she told me everything that my man went to her
place and not only "ONCE" but "several times". HE LIED!

So now, I learned a new lesson. I should not give my 99% love and trust
to the person I ain't sure he's gonna be true to me and respect me as a
person. I thought I can't handle this. I thought I can't take the pain.
Well I just cried and let my tears fall and then I just feel the pain
once and for all. After that I took a bath and start talking with my
online friends.

He have so many MASS MESSAGE saying "I WONT LET YOU GO MY QUEEN... I LOVE YOU..." Blahblablah
... But I really controlled myself not to talk and mind him. I just
stood up and took a deep breath then again start having fun with my friends. I must be strong. He's not the only person I have in
this world. I have my family and friends who truly love me. I might not
that a goodlooking person but I have a good heart so I don't think I deserve all those ****s Am I right I deserve to be loved and respect.

And now while I am writing this.. I am trying to search the pain here
in my heart but I can't find it. Then I realized that ACCEPTANCE MAKES
YOU FEEL BETTER. And yeah I am OK now...

THANK YOU VERY MUCH MY FRIENDS... LET'S PRAY FOR PEACE AND GUIDANCE FROM OUR ALMIGHTY GOD. GOD BLESS US ALL...